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In between does not feel good.

Suffocated by my own sin I struggle to get ahead,

Still holding on to the past and I stumble.

Why?

Because I chose Christ as my Savior,

But I am not on His team,

Knowing that He is the way.

I let the world absorb me in its temptations

And iniquities.

Why if I know the Truth I walk away

From His merciful hand?

Because I am afraid of the tribulations ahead,

And that shows, if any,

The little Faith I possess.

The enemy enjoys theses moments,

When I question my eternity,

And I open the door to his deceiving ways.

Like a madwoman, I argue with myself,

For the forces are strong on both sides,

And I want the easy route to success.

"The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want",

Is my prayer to YHWH who has the power,

Over ALL.