Stupid Cupid

Stupid Cupid,

Did you think you would hit me with your pathetic dinky arrow,

Making my mind completely narrow,

To a love that does not exist?

Please! If I see you coming I will hit you with my fist,

Giving my story a brand new twist,

Because I do not want to be kissed

Into lust.

Stupid Cupid, you are flat out unjust,

Causing all your victims to blindly combust

Into pleasure without any measure

And you leave them looking for a forged treasure

That can never be found.

Do not try to push me around

As you watch them all drown.

I am tired of your foolish little game,

Since it has become so lame.

Cupid is not even your real name.

You liar, leave me alone!

Don't you see that I have grown

As someone better than your temporary moan?

I have grown from the groan

Of the hopeless ecstasy you tender.

HAHAHA, Stupid Cupid, I will never surrender,

Because you are such a pretender, calling yourself

"The Relationship Mender".

But I know better now

Considering I know the where, when and how

And let me just say: In my life you are

NOT ALLOWED.

 

 



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In between does not feel good.

Suffocated by my own sin I struggle to get ahead,

Still holding on to the past and I stumble.

Why?

Because I chose Christ as my Savior,

But I am not on His team,

Knowing that He is the way.

I let the world absorb me in its temptations

And iniquities.

Why if I know the Truth I walk away

From His merciful hand?

Because I am afraid of the tribulations ahead,

And that shows, if any,

The little Faith I possess.

The enemy enjoys theses moments,

When I question my eternity,

And I open the door to his deceiving ways.

Like a madwoman, I argue with myself,

For the forces are strong on both sides,

And I want the easy route to success.

"The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not want",

Is my prayer to YHWH who has the power,

Over ALL.